Woow it has been, i think 2 years since i have used tumblr, to the point it took me a long while to remember my login details! :S anyways i felt like writing some shit down, mainly about my very unwanted decent into adulthood! like this epiphany just occured to me recently, putting my childish behaviour to the side, i am actually a fully pledge adult….and that’s a fucking scary thought! i don’t know how it happened, or when..but it magically came about, all of a sudden i immediately started despising the postman!…as a kid, for some reason we always wanted mail addressed to us, maybe for a sense of self importance or to feel grown up, i don’t know…we were all stupid as kids..all i know is i’ve grown to realise nothing good comes from mail personally addressed to you! every time i hear my letterbox flutter, i swear to god my heart skips a beat! i mean lets be real in this day an age, you know damn well no one has sent you a nice hand written letter, nope..mmm mmm ! it is nothing but a bunch of motherfucker who you owe money to and their many threats of fucking up your life financially if they don’t receive their money in said amount days. These days i open my mail like it might be anthrax, Shiiiiiiit, i’d probably prefer anthrax than a bill !
moving on …i don’t want to spend the whole post complaining about the postman, because that’snot what this is about, this is about the middle part of life between where you are a carefree adolescent and a carefree pensioner waiting for the sweet sweet release of death…the part of life where you have to work, grind and hustle like a dog for a better future! generally speaking, the part of life that sucks ! as a kid i always figured by this point in my life i would have it all figured out, but to be honest, over the years of searching for an answer it seems like i have just collected more questions. i have never been one to follow the norms of society, i guess maybe if i did i’d be in a better financial position today, but probably be on tumblr complaining about "fuck my job" or "i’m about to shoot down everybody in this office!!" so on and so forth ! one thing i do know… and i guess the dream that everyone has..make as much money as you can quickly, and retire from this rat race young, so you can get back to enjoying life, because isn’t that the point, to enjoy the temporary time we have on this earth…yolo and what now ! soo yeahh, i’m at the point where i’m just rambling on and on.. so i’ll leave you with this FUCK THE POSTMAN, FUCK ADULTHOOD, FUCK THE SOCIAL NORM, and if i made a lot of spelling mistakes and typos because i haven’t double checked what i wrote..then FUCK GRAMMAR TOO !!